注目の話題: 友人に裏切られ、どう対応して良いのか分かりません。; 昭和生まれ、集まれー！死語、何が浮かぶ？; どうしても結婚したいです。

Let's enjoy English!

No.23　12/06/11 22:08
燻し銀三 ( Oe38xe ) あ+あ-

【What I've thought】

As you recognize,I'm 51 years old,and I'm still single,so I have neither my wife nor a child.I'm wondering if I'm eccentric.😥

Contrary to it,lots of others about my age have decent families.They support their family,working hard.😃

I think I've worked hard,and I've never have something wrong…maybe💦

However I'm apt to feel inferior to them.Supporting a family is a great thing,but neither I'll get married,nor I have my own family.😃

It's substitution of the family that I need,I'm sure.I feel somehow feel small to others,for I neglect to do something valuable,for example,supporting the family,but there is English beside me,so I have to study English harder.😤

I have to make up for what I don't have with English.I want to lead my life,sticking out my chest.🙋

In short,I'm just myself.Neither I can become other nor I need to do. Japanese people resemble what is called 金太郎飴,I'm wondering.Wherever we cut off the candy,its cut ends are uniform 均一.I'm not the 金太郎飴 at all😂